
WHAT'S GOING ON?
I've never been really good at opening up so forgive me if I seem a little dry. The word seems appropriate as I seemingly ingested a lethal amount of alcohol last night.
After I blatantly disregarded my Livestream schedule, I basically took this week off to play some Twilight Princess with a borrowed Wii and let off some steam. My demanding schedule has begun to take its toll on me and I needed some videogame R&R to cool off.
Another thing that has been taking it's toll on me is a pretty severe case of loneliness.
I've always dealt with some pretty severe rejection issues with women, but lately they have been getting much worse. Basically I've gotten to the point that opening up fills me with uncontrollable rage, and I end up insulting friends and getting into fights with the wrong sort of people.
And my drinking habits don't help.
I'm trying to deal, and get back to my work schedule. Though I'm hurting, the way I've always dealt is to focus on work, which is probably the only thing I take joy in lately.
I know I've been neglecting my Livestream. To be honest, I'm just not feeling it lately. I know we had a great inking session with a talk that just got really cool and you all got to know me well, but maybe that was because inking allows me to talk. Penciling pages is way too cerebral for streaming.
So I figure I'm going to limit Streams to my inking, coloring, and sketchbook, so we can communicate better and have some fun spitballing sessions like last time. I've added a livestream section to my journal which I will update before a session to let you guys know something cool is happening.
I really want this to work and I promise I'll try to hold my end better. Not only are Streaming and DA becoming a good source of income for me, but it provides me with a rare happiness I don't get anywhere else in my life. I want to keep it going, because... well, I'm tired of being hurt and angry all the time.
And just like that, I'm furious again...

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SINGLE CHARACTER PENCIL SKETCH ------------------ 10$
MULTIPLE CHARACTERS PENCIL SKETCH FLAT RATE -- 25$
SINGLE CHARACTER INKED SKETCH ------------------- 20$
SINGLE CHARACTER PENCILS - COLORS --------------- 20$
SINGLE CHARACTER PENCILS, INKS, COLORS -------- 30$
MULTIPLE CHARACTERS INKED - FLAT RATE ---------- 40$
FULL COMPOSITIONS - PENCILS ----------------------- 50$
FULL COMPOSITIONS - INKS --------------------------- 70$
FULL COLOR COMPOSITION --------------------------- 100$
CHARACTER CONCEPT ART (Simple) ------------------- 20-40$
CHARACTER CONCEPT ART (Full Workup) ------------- 40-70$
WEAPON CONCEPT ART --------------------------------- 20-40$
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COLORS FOR SINGLE CHARACTER SKETCH ------------ 20$
COLORS FOR MULTIPLE CHARACTERS SKETCH -------- 40$
COLORS FOR SINGLE PAGE COMPOSITION ------------ 40-50$
COLORS FOR MULTIPLE PAGE SPREAD ----------------- 80-90$
DIGITAL PAINTING --------------------------------- NO SERVICE YET
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Devious Comments
Good call on Twilight Princess
Don't be lonely, I'm here for u
<3
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R.I.P. Michael Turner
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Weaselton, that's 2000 lbs of weasels
I'm hunting for the last piece of heart. Nintendo is evil, putting them in the frickin' dungeons!
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Starving + scrappy + depressed = Artist
Starving + scrappy + angry = Soldier with a brush
I'm a goddamn soldier.
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Starving + scrappy + depressed = Artist
Starving + scrappy + angry = Soldier with a brush
I'm a goddamn soldier.
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R.I.P. Michael Turner
You have a talent MANY people envy/want and you have your health and an income for that matter. As far as women go man. It's really not complicated. Yes the breaking of the ice can be the toughest, but think of rejection as a beating. What doesn't kill ya makes ya stronger.
Haha speaking of women. My friends older brother literally MAKES us go out and hit on women. Makes you, you ask? Yes he's a huge military dude so... He's totally cool though.
Anyway what I'm getting at is keep at it man.
Remember you can always ask God for the strength necessary to do whatever it is you are trying to do!
Life is grand! Enjoy it!
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For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son and whosoever believeth in Him shall not perish, but have everlasting life.
I've seen paupers as kings
Puppets on strings
Dance for the children who stare
You must have seen them everywhere
But when I meet a girl I REALLY like, not just physically but emotionally, someone who gets me and I can have intelligent conversation with (which is rare for me)... well, I've had the bad luck of each and every one of them preferring someone else, and that's why everytime I feel vulnerable around a girl I feel extremely angry and resentful. That's the kind of rejection I'm talking about. It's more of an intimacy/vulnerability thing.
Lol, my brother is similar. When I lived with him, he didn't ask me for rent, but demanded that I bring home and bed at least two chicks. What was scary is that he was serious, and nearly kicked me out when I missed the cuota one month o.O
Don't really believe in God, at least not the kind, forgiving God most people believe in. But I'm grateful for having friends and family.
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Starving + scrappy + depressed = Artist
Starving + scrappy + angry = Soldier with a brush
I'm a goddamn soldier.
Like I said in my Facebook... Screw the master sword, I'M A FUCKING WOLF!!! RAARARAWWR! AWOOOOOO!!!
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Starving + scrappy + depressed = Artist
Starving + scrappy + angry = Soldier with a brush
I'm a goddamn soldier.
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all I need is some play-doh, some matches, and some high grade military plastic explosives.
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